Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Our dearest God, we love You and worship You.

Our dearest God,

We love you and we worship you. You are just, You are the truth and we just keep trusting You. I will always trust you because you are God, you are my heavenly father and I love and worship you.
Thank you God for all you have given us. Thank you so much for my very first precious gift from you - my parents. Thank you very much for my precious children, Albert and Alfred, whom I love so much. Dearest God, please be with my precious children, Alfred and Albert, every single moment of their life. Please guide them in the right path and guard them from evil. Please be with them at all times and instill in them such good moral character that they will be a reflection of you and that they will be your children obeying your principles. Dearest God, you are the truth. Please reveal the truth to my precious children. God bless my precious children, Albert and Alfred. Thank you for my family and my friends. Thank you for the officials in authority who are working so hard in U.S and India to bring me justice and help me be reunited with my precious children. Thank you God for all the people who have been praying for my precious children and me to be reunited. Dearest God, please bless my parents, my teachers, my family, my friends and all the people praying for us. Dearest God, please bless all the officials in authority, who have been helping me be reunited with my precious children, and their families. God bless all the people in this world. I love and honor you, God. Amen.

My dearest Alfred and Albert,

I thank God and I am so happy I can write messages to you again. I love you so much and I miss you too. Hope you are doing fine. Your mommy sends her love and blessings to you. I want you to be happy children. Even though we have been deceptively separated from each other, your mommy's heart, mind and soul are always with you. Take good care of yourself  and your twin brother. Eat healthy food, play well and study well. Honor God in whatever you do and obey God's commandments. Have good character yourself and make friends with children who have good character. Bad company can ruin your life. My precious children, I miss being with you and I feel sad that we lost 6 years of being with each other, which we will never get back. However, I know that God is good and just and I know that He will reunite us and He will repay in abundance the time we lost together. My precious children, I want you to know that you should always do good. Refuse to do anything bad. Listen to your inner voice, the voice of truth, the voice of God. It will always guide you in the right path. Remember the Golden rule - "Do to others what you would like them to do to you." When things in life go out of our control, like it has been for you and me for the past 6 years, God will send the right people to help us. I actually see God in all the kind people who have helped me. At all times, we need to remain faithful to God, in our good times and especially in our bad times. God will turn around our bad times and make them good, if we honor God and obey his commandments. 

God's promises to us from the Holy Bible.
Romans 8:28
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Happy Diwali. Diwali is the "festival of lights" and signifies the victory of light over darkness, knowledge over ignorance, good over evil, and hope over despair.
Today is Diwali.

Do you remember when you were 5 years old and we stayed at your grandparents house in Bangalore, we went to the terrace and lit fireworks. We had sparkles, sparkling fire pots, sparkling wheels etc. I remember the fun we had and your handsome faces that sparkled with joy. You both, my precious children, Albert and Alfred, are the joy of my life.

Do you remember, when on the first few days of our vacation to India, when you were 5 years old, we had jet lag. We used to go to the terrace of your Bangalore Papa and Mummy's house and eat mangoes and watch the sunrise.

Thinking of the good times your mommy had with you always brings a smile on your mommy's face and I know that God who loves us will reunite us.

I know that God who saw the truth will reunite us as truth will always prevail and I trust and have faith in God.

Your mommy loves you, my handsome heroes, Alfred and Albert. Your amma's blessings are always with you.

May God's voice always speak from within you and guide you in the right path. May God bless you. God loves you.

With lots of love, prayers and blessings,
Your loving mommy,
Bindu Philips

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Happy New Year to my precious children Alfred and Albert.

Dearest Alfred and Albert,

Your Amma wishes you a Blessed, Happy and Healthy New Year.
God loves you. Your amma loves you.

I met your schoolmate yesterday. Your classmates refer to me as Albert and Alfred's mom. Your classmates enquire about both of you when they see me. Your classmate and his family came home on Christmas morning and their family sang "Jingle Bells" when I answered the door. They always pray that God will reunite us soon. I feel totally blessed having such caring friends and family, who make me smile, when I am suffering the deceptive separation of my children, whom I cherish more than anything in my life. God is good and I trust in Him for justice being bestowed to my beloved boys and me.

One of the verse I read from the Holy Bible today is Psalms 59: 16-17
"But I will sing about your strength; every morning I will sing aloud of your constant love. You have been a refuge to me, a shelter in my time of trouble. I will praise you, my defender. My refuge is God, the God who loves me."

I called the Kerala house to wish you a very Happy New Year. As usual, I was denied access to you. Nothing surprising.

I just want you to know that I will always love you as I am your mother.

Click "Older Posts" at the bottom of this website to read the your amma's older messages to you.

God bless you.
Your amma's blessing are always with you.

With lots of love and prayers,
Your loving amma,

Monday, December 30, 2013

Wishing my precious children, Albert and Alfred, a Happy and Blessed New Year!

Dearest Albert and Alfred,

Happy New Year!

May God bless my precious children every moment of your life and may God reunite us soon.

Your Amma loves you very much.

I enjoyed and loved playing games with you, be it the running race to the Rainbow Castle swing set in our backyard, blowing bubbles, cycling, the Wii games or any game we played. I loved reading books to you in the Rainbow castle during spring, summer and fall seasons. Both of you loved to swing high and wanted your amma to help you swing higher. Your amma loved to help both of you spin or swing on the tire swing. I love my handsome sons and your eyes used to sparkle with genuine happiness. Be happy always, no matter what we have to face in life, as I am confident that Almighty God, who sees the truth, will surely help us be reunited.

My precious children, always remember Proverbs 3: 5-7 from the Holy Bible.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Never rely on what you think you know. Remember the Lord in everything you do and He will show you the right way. Never let yourself think that you are wiser than you are; simply obey the Lord and refuse to do wrong.

My dearest Alfred and Albert, just like a house needs a strong foundation for it to withstand all climatic conditions, children need a good foundation in their life to make them great gentlemen of the future. If we were not deceptively separated, your amma would have seen that you learnt Christian songs and good songs and read the Holy Bible and other good books with you. Do you remember how we would snuggle together, both of you sitting on either side of me.  Amma's precious child, sitting on your Amma's left, would read the left side pages of the story book, while Amma's other precious child seated on your Amma's right, would read the right side page of the book. Your Amma loved reading books with you and books to you. I hope you are reading a lot of good books now.

Do you remember your amma used to often sing to you this important one line song which you should remember your whole life. "Let the words of our mouth and the meditations of our heart be acceptable in thy sight, Jesus Christ."


Did you know what the Holy Bible wrote about the child Jesus Christ. Luke 2:52 says "Jesus grew both in body and in wisdom, gaining favor with God and men."

My precious Albert and Alfred, Honor God in everything you do and pray and read the Holy Bible everyday. Take good care of yourself and each other. Eat healthy clean food. Play sports like basketball, tennis and other active games, as it is your growing age now. Study well. Your education is very important to you. It is the favor of God and my education that helps me survive the storm that I was unexpectedly thrown into. Therefore, I want you to really understand how important your education is. Even more important than you education is your noble character with good integrity.

Do you remember the red poster your amma had placed in your playroom in our New Jersey home sweet home. It had the following message.
Watch your thoughts, they become your words.
Watch your words, they become your actions.
Watch your actions, they become your habits.
Watch your habits, they become your character.
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

I love my precious boys. I love your handsome dimpled smiles. Let us make the world a better place to live in. What we are is God's gift to us and what we make of our self is our gift to God.

May God Almighty bless you abundantly.
Your Amma's blessing are with you every moment of your life.

With lots of love and prayers,
Your loving amma,

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Your amma seeks the help from Congress at Capitol Hill to be reunited with her precious sons.

Dearest Alfred and Albert,

Your amma longs to be reunited with you. I never knew when SJ said he was taking us to India on his premeditated Christmas vacation, he would completely turn my life into a living nightmare. Just like Joseph in the Old Testament, I was abandoned by my own family member and separated from my very own children. God is just and good, he gave me good children, good parents, good  friends, good relatives and good people in authority who are all helping me in my endeavors to be reunited with you, my precious children.

Honorable Congressman Chris Smith, the champion for the cause of International Parental Child Abduction, on the cover page of "The Trentonian" on Dec 24, 2013.

The Trentonian news article regarding your amma seeking help from Congress to be reunited with you.

Click here to view The Trentonian news article.

Your amma loves you very much and misses both of you.

May God bless my precious sons.

With lots of love and prayers.
Your loving amma,

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Merry Christmas to my precious children Alfred and Albert.

Dearest Albert and Alfred,

Wishing my precious children a Merry Christmas.


Do you remember every Christmas your amma used to read to you from the Holy Bible about the birth of Jesus. I prayed for you at church today. It was snowing when I came out of church. This is our fourth snow this winter. Do you remember how we loved to make snow angels in the snow. Do you remember both of you would  sit in your little sledge and your amma would drag the sledge through the snow in our yard. Do you remember we used to make the snowman and you loved to play in the snow. I miss you so much.

Your amma loves you more than anything in this world. Your amma is sad that SJ has restricted you from talking to me today on Christmas day. I miss you so much today just like I do every day.

Merry Christmas!
May God abundantly bless my precious boys.

With lots of love and prayers,
Your loving amma,

Sunday, December 22, 2013

My precious children's favorite Christmas Carol.

Dearest Alfred and Albert,

Your Amma loves you very much. I pray that God will bless my handsome boys and God will reunite us soon.


My precious children's favorite Christmas Carol - Feliz Navidad.

Do you remember that your Amma would take you for Christmas Carol practice to church and Amma would take your video. My precious children would sing so well.

At church, when I see your WOW classmates sing the Christmas Carol, I miss you a lot cause I know you would be singing along with them if you were with me. Tears roll down my cheeks, which I wipe away quickly before anyone notices and I plead to God for justice. I know God will reunite us because I trust in God and know that truth shall always prevail.

Enjoy every moment of your life doing the right things. Happy Holidays.

May God bless my precious children.

With lots of love and prayers,
Your loving Amma,

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Your Amma speaks at Capitol Hill press conference in Washington D.C.

Dearest Albert and Alfred,

Your Amma loves you very very much and misses you very much too.

On December 11 morning, the very first sentence I read in the Holy Bible was Romans Chapter 13: 1
"Let every soul be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and the authorities that exist are appointed by God."

This is the day your amma was at United States Capitol building in Washington D.C., where your amma spoke at the Capitol Hill press conference, held by Honorable Congressman Chris Smith, seeking justice to be reunited with my precious children. After the press conference, your amma watched from the house gallery as all the Members of the House of Representatives voted unanimously (398 - 0) for the bill to be passed.

Click here to see one of the news article of your amma speaking at the Capitol Hill press conference in Washington D.C.

Picture of Honorable Congressman Chris Smith, David Goldman father of Sean and my precious children's amma.

Alfred and Albert, your amma wants you to know it is really important to be good at all times - both good times and bad times. Always honor God in everything you do.

May God bless my precious children always.

With lots of love and prayers,
Your loving amma,