Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Our Father in Heaven.

Dearest God,

We love you. We thank you for always being with us and guiding us. I thank you for my parents and my teachers, who taught me your principles when I was a child, which helped me through the unexpected storm I was put into. I just believe in you and I trust and have faith that you will bring justice to me and you will reunite my precious children and me. Dearest God, please be with my children, Alfred and Albert, every second of their lives. Please be their inner voice and guide them in your path, the path of Truth, wisdom and righteousness. Please give them good moral values, good health, intelligence and happiness. Thank you for the beautiful nature you created for us - the beautiful colors of nature, the intricate design on the flowers, fruits, leaves, the melodious songs of the birds, the sound of the waterfall, the sounds of the ocean, the pitter patter sound of the rain and the countless things you have created for us. Dearest God, our heavenly father, I marvel at the beautiful things you created for us. Dearest God, bestow your grace abundantly on my parents, my teachers, my children, my relatives, my friends and all the people you have been working so hard to reunite my precious children and me. Dearest God, bless all the people who have been praying for us. Dearest God, please grant all the people in this world your peace and happiness. Amen.

Dearest Albert and Alfred,

May God shower his blessings and grace upon you both. May God be with you always. May the voice of God within you guide you in the path of wisdom and righteousness. Your mommy's blessings are always with you. I love you very much. Hope you both are taking good care of yourself and your twin.

The first prayer I was taught as a young child was the Lord's Prayer - Our Father in Heaven.
The first prayer you were taught by me was "Our Father in Heaven" too.

Jesus Christ taught us the most awesome prayer. Every single sentence of this prayer is so important.

Our Father in heaven
Our Father who is in heaven,
Holy be your name.
Your Kingdom come.
Your will be done on earth,
as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our sins,
as we forgive those who sinned against us.
Do not bring us to the test,
but deliver us from evil.

Our Father in Heaven Swargasthanam Pithave

My handsome little heroes would go to the Plainsboro church this day with me every year and sit on either side of me. I miss you. I believe in God and I know he will give us back all the happiness and time we lost with each other.

The best compliment in the world that I got are from you both. You gave me these beautiful compliments from your innocent, pure and true hearts at a very innocent age. I will always cherish them. When you very small, and we were getting ready to go out, you would choose which dress I should wear. Albert would select a green (Albert's favorite color) dress for me to wear. After I wear the dress, Albert would tell me "Amma, you look so beautiful." Alfred would select a blue or red (Alfred's favorite colors) dress for me and say "Amma, you look so beautiful."

When you were in Kindergarten, your school requested the parents to send 2 dollars so that you could buy gifts. I was really touched by the gifts you had bought.  Alfred had bought me the most beautiful silver necklace with a beautiful blue locket and a white flower on it in a golden box. Albert had bought me the most beautiful golden ring with a green stone which was in a beautiful red apple shaped box. I treasured your gifts. I do not have those gifts with me, as when I returned to our New Jersey home sweet home, I was shocked to see the whole house empty. However, I treasure the beautiful thought and action of my handsome innocent children, the true love that you displayed for me, your mother.

I will always treasure your beautiful smiles, your warm hugs, your laughs, every thing about you. I know that God, our Father in Heaven, you watched every single thing that happened will reveal the truth to you and reunite us and bestow his grace upon us.

Do you remember on Mother's Day you had given me a pen you made at school. It was a beautiful  pen, made with your cute little hands and made with love. The pen has a beautiful violet rose on the top with few dew drops on it. It has green leaves and was wrapped in green tape to resemble the stem. I found this pen in our empty home and I have it as my priceless possession from you.

Do you remember when you would give me the gifts you made for me, you would hid them behind you and say "Amma, I have a surprise for you."

I always got you gifts today as that made me happy.

God bless you.

With lots of love, prayers and blessings,

Your loving mommy,
Bindu Philips