I love you the most, my dearest Heavenly Father. I love you for blessing me with the sweetest and most loving parents, who saw that you were always in first place in my life. I love you for selecting me to be the mother of the most precious children, my handsome heroes, Albert and Alfred. I love you for all the good people, your best children, you placed in my life. I love you for guiding me and strengthening me in every test of life, which has made my faith and trust in you grow stronger. I love you for giving me your peace, even in the fiercest storm as I know you are with me and will never leave my side. I love you God for the beautiful nature and the melodious birds. I love you God for being our most loving Father.
Dearest Albert and Alfred,
May God bless you both abundantly and guide you every single moment of your life.
God and your loving mommy loves you very much.
Your mommy's blessings are always with you.
I love you very very much, Alfred and Albert.
Bible verses for my precious twin children, Alfred and Albert.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind.
It is not jealous, it is not pompous,
It is not inflated, it is not rude,
It does not seek its own interests,
It is not quick-tempered,
It does not brood over injury,
It does not rejoice over wrongdoing
but rejoices with the truth.
It bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails.
Remember that I have commanded you to be determined and confident! Do not be afraid or discouraged, for I, the Lord your God, am with you wherever you go.”
Your mommy used to pack heart shaped sandwiches for you for lunch today.
God and beautiful nature will carry my love, warm hugs and sweet kisses to you both every day.
This Wednesday, Feb 10, was Ash Wednesday. Do you remember your loving mommy used to take you to church to attend mass before I dropped you to school every Ash Wednesday. Your mommy would make little cross on your forehead and mine on Ash Wednesday, which is the beginning of Lent and forty six days before Easter. Jesus Christ, our Lord, showed his love for God and us by fasting and suffering for each one of us by obeying the will of God, our Heavenly Father. He rose on Easter Sunday, bringing joy and peace to everyone.
The time of your long suffering will soon end and God will reunite us with each other and bless us with His favor, His joy, His peace and His blessings.
1 Peter 2:19-25
19 God will bless you for this, if you endure the pain of undeserved suffering because you are conscious of his will. 20 For what credit is there if you endure the beatings you deserve for having done wrong? But if you endure suffering even when you have done right, God will bless you for it. 21 It was to this that God called you, for Christ himself suffered for you and left you an example, so that you would follow in his steps. 22 He committed no sin, and no one ever heard a lie come from his lips. 23 When he was insulted, he did not answer back with an insult; when he suffered, he did not threaten, but placed his hopes in God, the righteous Judge.
I will suffer the injustice done to me of which I have no control because I love God more and refuse to stoop to do wrong, refuse to do tit for tat, because I know that in the end God will deliver Justice and reunite my precious children back to me. Make all your life's choices in way that you are obeying God's principles and honoring Him. In the end, we are only accountable to God and ourselves for everything we think, do and say. How proud and happy God will be of us His dearest children when we obey His principles and are ready to suffer because we love, respect and honor God, our dearest loving heavenly Father. Make your life's choices that will honor God that will bring peace and happiness to the people and nature. Doing this will bring you true joy and peace, which is some of the cool gifts from God. Never hurt anyone or be an indirect party to hurt the innocent, as God will always save the innocent and people who plan evil will be trapped by their own evil plans. Make life's choices as per the principles of God and I assure you God will always be with you and He will never leave your side.
My precious children, Albert and Alfred, there are so many life experiences I have to tell you that your mommy had to face, numerous tortures by SJ apart from the deceptive separation of my precious children and me. God has been good to me, everyone in my life other than SJ are so sweet and kind to me. God has loved me and protected me and blessed me with His peace and His joy, as I travel through the most painful years in my life longing to be reunited with both of you. The more I am tortured by SJ for no reason and his selfish interests, the more God will love me and bless me, as I will suffer the pain inflicted on me, which I have on control of, as I love God the most. I love God for giving me the best parents, my true and loving friends and relatives, the officials in US and India trying their best to reunite you both and me and all the people praying for us. May God bless all these people immensely.
I have to tell you the reference to a true story this week and I will inform you the details of the reason I am telling you this later, when God and the US and Indian governments reunite us. This is the story that had its verdict last month in Kerala, India, regarding the Hummer case. The person involved in the Hummer case too got away with corruption for many years. There is something called natural justice and justice from God, which always wins in the end and triumphs over evil. An official that was associated in the Hummer case and suspended from his job, was used by SJ twice in our case, to stop all my efforts to be reunited with both of you. SJ with corruption is able to dismiss cases that he wants to dismiss for his benefit, create false cases and drag other cases, so he can succeed in alienating you both from me and torturing me and my family. SJ manages to get important documents missing from places that are supposed to be secure and at the same time get false documents made with false witness. SJ may be able to fool people for sometime, but none of his evil actions escape the eyes of God, the Supreme Judge, in whom I depend for justice. At this moment, I do not understand how evil gets away so easily, torturing the innocent, but I know evil will not get away forever (True stories from our current times and history has always proved this.). God is our vindicator. I trust God and God's plans for me and only time will reveal God's beautiful plans for you both and me.
I believe and truly agree with the following quote by Mahatma Gandhi.
“I do daily perceive that while everything around me is ever changing, there is underlying all that change a living power that is changeless, that holds all together, that creates, dissolves, and re-creates. That informing power or spirit is God. I see it as purely benevolent, for I can see in the midst of untruth, truth persists. In the midst of darkness, light persists. Hence I gather that God is life, God is light, God is love. God is the supreme good.”
There is an important thing I need to tell you. Yes, we are suffering at the hands of evil, but we do not focus on evil, our focus is only on God. The next thing you need to focus is on your studies and your health. God will take care of us because we are His children and we seek His help and justice.
I think God loves me so much that He knows I go running into His arms, every time I am tortured by SJ. If that is true, I will continue to endure the tortures from SJ, the tremendous suffering caused by SJ, with a smile, as I know you, my dearest and sweet heavenly father and the Supreme Judge, loves me so much. I have faith and trust that God will reward us for our long suffering and He will reunite us and He will bless us so much. I am eagerly looking forward to being reunited with you, my precious children and living happily ever after honoring and loving our loving Heavenly Father, the Father of Wisdom and Justice.
Let us live our life as per the quote below from Mother Teresa.
I'm a little pencil in the hand of a writing God, who is sending a love letter to the world.
Let us make God truly proud of us His own children and know that we truly love Him, honor and worship Him by living a life according to His principles doing good for humanity, nature and ourselves.
I will always love you.
I am doing my best to be reunited with you.
May God be in you and with you.
We love you, our dearest Heavenly Father and our wonderful awesome God.
May God, our Heavenly Father, who loves you both and me, reunite us as soon as possible.
May God bless you. Your mommy's blessings are with you always.
Your mommy loves you and sends her pure love, warm hugs and sweet kisses to you.
With lots of love, prayers and blessings,
Your loving mommy,